Half of the time I look forward to my death, it doesn’t scare me since I don’t see the real point of my life, what scares me is if my agony would be slow and painful.
But then what? I just stop existing and it’s like I fell asleep? Do I see light? Darkness? Nothing? What is nothing?
It’s just nothing.
Asking what you experience after death is a nonsensical question, you don’t experience anything at all.
What did you see/hear/feel/experience back in 1066 during the Norman Conquest of England?
You weren’t there, you weren’t alive then, so you didn’t experience anything at all.
That same sort of non-experience is what awaits you after death.
How do you know? Can you prove it?
I have no way to tell, one way or another, so I’m not saying you are objectively wrong.
But you sound… Categorical.